Oh man i really needed last night. I enjoy the whole laughing so fucking much it hurts your insides. I really need to surround myself with people more.. should make me feel a little bit more sane. Sometimes i really push myself into a horrible mental state by over analyzing and thinking to harshly about shit, i wish there was a way to stop me from doing that.. but i get it from my mother.. she's the same way.
Something happened last night that was funny in the moment but kinda sad at the same time. I wish things like that happened more often.. minus the sad part. bahh who the fuck carrres.
one of my friends finally has transportation so that hopefully means us hanging out. i miss talking to the boy deathly. we talked alot years ago and i was of course being my stupid blind bat self to things. who knows what will happen now i need cuddles before i go into a deep cuddle-less withdrawal ! ! heh. bear hugggs for the winnn.
work kicked my ass this past weekend.. being there for 14 hours was kinda crazy. it ended up with me erric and benny sitting in the hub watching adult swim till ofcourse i nodded in an out of a coma and then going home in the stupid rain an snow. thank god for joe giving us a ride or sitting on the T i probably woulda ended up somewhere drooling on a unsuspecting passenger.
i wish my paycheck wasn't bled dry this week the moment i got it.. i need some new things. Ahhh well.. money money money... i hate the shit.. i work and work and it just goes byebye as soon as i get it. I really want to go to NYC or something. Boston is pissing me off lately.
Oh well.. ramble ramble.
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